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Shea Keck,
born in Jeffersonvil le,
Indiana of mixed blood Cherokee/ Scotch-Irish
heritage, grew up in Knoxville, Tenn. singing and
performing in her church choir. Shea started singing
at age twelve performing throughout the southern
United States with gospel group Heaven’s Harmony.
Shea’s soaring vocals and electric stage presence
mirrors her background in both gospel and blues.
Recently Shea has performed at
The Gathering of Nations on Native American Activist
and Rapper Litefoot’s stage and with NAMA artist of
the year Keith Secola at the Native American Music
Awards show in Hollywood, FL which gave audiences a
glimpse of her amazing talents as a vocalist and
showman. She was also invited to perform with Mr.
Secola at The Grassroots Festival in Ithaca, NY to
promote arts education and A.I.D.S awareness.
Currently attending Lee University, Shea is now
pursuing a degree in counseling.
Recording
artist, Shea Keck, defines herself as a work in
progress. Born in Indiana, her life began as a
wheel within a wheel. To find work, her family
transitioned from one small town to another in
Tennessee. Shea says,
“My mother was extremely
young so my grandmother basically raised me…I was
passed from hand to hand with everyone in my family,
but my grandmother had the biggest hand in that.
Later in years my mother became addicted to drugs
and in and out of abusive relationships and so I
really learned how to be strong for my younger
siblings.”
Shea says for her being
strong meant relying upon her faith early on.
“God has been… Basically
with me from the beginning if you ask my
grandmother. She will always say, “When she was
three this happened…. And when she was five this
happened. And she always has a story about how God
was with me from the beginning and so I was
definitely grounded in my Christianity and my
relationship with God. We moved around a whole
lot…mostly in Tennessee…I think I lived in every
county in Tennessee (chuckle) definitely.”
She says moving from county
to county had its challenges… Yeah, we moved
around a lot due to work or my grandmother couldn’t
always afford to have me with her so I lived with my
aunts…I lived in Brisville Tennessee…I lived in
Clinton Tennessee…I lived in Washburn Tennessee…I
lived in every little bitty hick town and country
town you can think of—I’ve lived there…and believe
me I was probably the only “brown kid” there
(laughing), so I can definitely relate to racism and
all that type of stuff that we as being of a
different culture and heritage go through.”
And being of a different
culture and heritage wasn’t the only thing that
stigmatized her early life… her mother’s troubled
past would continually be the refining tool that
would bring her to grips with her own personal
identity.
“When you grow up hearing
certain things and seeing certain things, that both
plays a role in how you turn out…so probably a
little bit of both.”
Dysfunctionality became a
part of the day to day for Shea.
“I knew what drugs
where in my home…they were a big part…You know music
and drugs those were the two things that I
understood completely. I understood the addiction
that my mother had, so the older that I got the
clearer it became as to how strong that addiction
was for her…and then the abuse that came along.”
In order to keep her mind
off of the daily turmoil of her household, Shea says
she began focusing more on the music she heard
around the house. She says,
“Drugs and music were the
only two things that I understood. Music for my
family was an escape…so that was a time for my
family that brought us together as a family because
we were so dysfunctional, the music was what brought
us together….and so growing up was all music.”
But also during her mother’s
down times, Shea found herself being the parent in
the family.
“The roles were definitely
switched in our family…my mother was
manic-depressive and so she spent a lot of time in
the bed and I did a lot of the laundry…I did a lot
of the cleaning the house and things that usually
most parents do… And I didn’t understand it as a
teenager, I hated to be the dishwasher… and the
housekeeper…and the laundry lady…so at that time I
was angry about it…and rebellious about it, I didn’t
want to do it but I had a younger brother who looked
up to me a lot for strength and for support and for
care and so that was just the role that was dealt to
me.”
Although Shea says for her
the most difficult part of growing up wasn’t the
cooking and cleaning…it was being a child
desperately in need of her mother. But she says,
not all of her childhood memories are painful
ones…there were moments that still bring a smile to
her face.
“Oh my gosh…music…music was
what really brought a smile to my face. … I
remember sitting out on the front porch steps of my
house once with my mother and my mother was just
picking the guitar, and she was singing old songs,
and just the feeling that came over me when she
would sing that song, as I described to you
before…it is just a feeling that just comes from the
soul…that was when she was in her darkest place and
you could just feel her depression come through, and
I would just remember sitting and crying listening
to her pick the music and then flip the script,
after she got clean, and of course, she’d go through
bouts, all addicts go through bouts with up and down
times, you know, but, I remember after she got
saved, going to church with her and listening to her
singing gospel music, and I just remember saying,
“That’s what I want to do.”
But there were times she
says when even music didn’t ease the pain of living
with an addict.
“I had
bitterness, and for a long time I was angry and
resentful and you know you…there is always a point
in your life where you want to throw the blame on
somebody else… and it’s your fault I’m like this.
And it’s your fault that I went through that. But it
was then that I started to question my own
relationship with God, and my really understanding
God and His compassion, that He has for me, I began
to be more compassionate for her and what she had
been through and the anger just melted away and it
was, you know, love, and oh my gosh, I can’t believe
that somebody came through something like that.”
Shea says this compassion
has not only affected her outlook…but has also been
the driving force behind her educational goals to
help others as well.
I’m a Bible student right
now, at Lee University, and study psychology.
Through the studying of psychology you can also
understand where addiction comes from and how it can
affect you, and what it actually stems from…that has
prompted me to help young teenage girls before it
affects them later in life.”
Shea says for her what’s
most important is reaching girls early and
instilling in them a sense of
self-confidence…self-worth…strength…community and
love.
“I want to change someone
else’s life for the better I want all the Native
girls out there to know that they are beautiful…that
they have great self-worth and that God loves them
and they were created and designed for a specific
purpose. And so as not to ever loose focus of that
and to draw strength from that and from your
relationship to the Creator. “Be strong…stay
strong…don’t listen to the negativity. People are
always going to judge you…. Leave that on their
shoulders…Don’t take that with you…don’t listen to
somebody say, “you can’t do this, or you will never
amount to that.” That’s a big burden to pick
up…just leave that with them…just watch it drop to
the ground and die. Have self respect…have self
dignity…don’t fall into a labeled category.”
She says having been that
young teenager, wishing that somebody would have
done this for her…makes her able to relate to the
struggles many Native girls are facing today.
But understanding her
painful past isn’t the only focus Shea has. She
says the true joy of her life comes from the
inspiration she receives from singing and song
writing.
Most of my inspiration comes
from God and my relationship with Him. There is no
greater love song, than the love that Christ has for
us, and so that’s the number one inspiration. Other
inspiration, of course, my son, is a beautiful
inspiration, past relationships…good…bad…the
ugly…all of it. I get a lot of my inspiration from
things that I’ve been through in my life and having
come through that and now when I write a song, it’s
from past experiences and then for future
experiences that I want to see myself in…you know
the relationships…the type of relationships I want
to have and the type of person I want to be.”
Although Shea says her
relationships have not always been healthy or
normal…she knows now what it is to have true love
and what qualities to look for in finding it for
herself.
“You know that is not a true
love, when man can beat a woman to a bloody
pulp…that is not, you know, men love your wives as
Christ loved the church…That is not a display of
that! So it was only through my relationship…my own
personal relationship with God and the reading of
His word that I came to the understanding of that,
that I realized that God had definitely more in
store for me than, an abusive husband or a verbally
abusive spouse that’s where I found the real meaning
of love and relationship and how a man is suppose to
love a woman and visa versa.”
Shea says she also
understood her own issues with unresolved anger
which led her into some of the bad life decisions
she made. She says now her love songs are written
for a true and lasting love relationship.
“That perfect one…that one
that I was created for, you know, I have no clue who
it is (chuckle)…but in his timing and God’s timing,
He’ll put it all together. That’s definitely not
something that I’m focused on right now…music is
what I’m focused on and putting my best foot forward
in that. And when I sing about love songs, it’s
definitely about that person I was created to have
that match with. That person that will understand
me…who will support me in my music and understand my
calling I’m created to do.”
And for Shea the qualities
of her perfect mate would have to be…she says,
First and foremost, he has
to love God. He as to put God first in everything
that he does. After that, it’s basically
compatibility... the things that we have in common…
understanding…definitely, the understanding that
comes with…”You have a calling” “You have a Divine
purpose as to why you are here and what you are
called to do.” And that respect in that you have to
support that person in what that person was designed
to do. So that’s definitely the perfect man for me.
It’s the heart, the spirit of that person…the soul
of that person and the compassion and the
understanding and the respect, and that’s the…
perfect man.”
While Shea says she is
looking forward to love someday …for right now, she
is pouring all her heart and soul into writing and
recording her first CD. By blending her Cherokee
roots…life experiences…hopes…and desires, her
signature sound becomes one “soulful” melody.
“ I was born Cherokee…I will
die a Cherokee woman and I know who I am as a
Cherokee woman, it’s very important to know who we
are and know where we came from and know our culture
and heritage. And those of course are the things
that ground me. I know the roles of a Cherokee
woman and what is expected of a Cherokee woman as
taught by my adopted mother, Shirley Oswald, who has
taught me about values as a Cherokee woman and our
heritage and our culture. And then my
Christian heritage grounds me.”
As far as the here and now
she says… “I definitely don’t think
it’s about the hear and now. I think you bring who
you are grounded and rooted to the hear and now…and
then you educate with the hear and now. You use
what you have available to you at the hear and now
to educate. So definitely it’s all a
collaboration…you never forget who you are and where
you came from and what your roots are and you bring
that.”
And this for Shea means
being a part of changing the perceptions the world
has about Native peoples.
“Letting the hear and
now…the new world…letting people understand that…
Native Americans are not just a legend and a myth
shooting their bows and their arrows. We do live in
the hear and now…we don’t live in the Tee Pees
anymore. But we still remember those, because
that’s apart of who we are…a part of our ancestors.
And without our ancestors, then we couldn’t be who
we are. And so never forgetting who we are we bring
all of that to the hear and now and educate and
change things for our people. Change things and
open doors for our people that have never been open
before.”
Shea says for her being
Cherokee is a blending of her Native traditions and
her Christian belief system.
“If you look back at our
heritage as Cherokee people you will see that from
the beginning…we had only one Creator…and when we
would pray we would only pray to the One Creator,
and all Native people’s call Him the Creator, so, of
course, within each tribe there is a type of
religion. …For the Cherokee people we only have one
Creator and we give thanks to Him. And our culture
follows so closely with Christianity that it was
very easy for us to adapt when the settlers came and
when the Europeans came—because it follows so
closely. I can’t speak for all the other
Natives but I can speak for me…those are one in the
same two things that I will always be. A Christian
and a Native woman.”
Shea says she wants her
classic style to stand for something and be around
forever. When asked what one word describes who she
is…she says,
“I definitely
know who I am. I definitely know which direction
I’m headed…where I want to be…where I want to go.
To sum it all up grounded…that’s the word…grounded.
I know who I am in Christ and I know who I am as a
Cherokee woman. Grounded would have to be it.”
Shea’s upcoming
CD is a collaboration of original material, ballads
and revived rhythm and blues. More information on
Shea can be found on her personal webpage at
MySpace/SheaKeck.com.

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